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Saturday 10 August 2019

The Surprise 

For Grace:

You asked me to write it, all of it, so here it is.

We left the picnic, I had been pining for him to take me home for the last two hours, making small talk with firends and generally smiling, however I had only one thing on my mind. It was sex. I needed it so badly. I needed him to treat me badly, beat me, tie me up, touch me, stroke me. It had been two weeeks. I was beside myself, the wet patch on my knickers had gotten out of control!

Finally my eyes won over and he saw the need and we said our goodbyes. He had a wicked smug smile on is face as we walked back to the car. "What?" I asked. "It's your surprise, I cant wait, it is soo good, you are going to love it." But he didnt tell me ahat it was, he kep smiling like that the whole way home. My nevers built.

"YOu are to put the purple cuffs on when we get home."

"Yes Sir." came my reply.

We got home, I stripped, put on the cufs he had laid out for me. I love the cermony of stripping and having my cuffs put on, it feels so liberating somehow. Next camer the gag. His gag collection had grown recently and was unrivalled. So he decided on the pink ballgag which was locked on tight. Then came the panal mouth piece, with head parness and thick collar. It was tight.

I was ready. He led me down the hall to the bathroom. I was confused as to the location of my surpirse but all was revelaed once we entered. I had a gliumps at the room, there were toys all around the ouskirts and a couple of belts. Once I lay down it soom became apparent that I was locked with a leather belt to the floor. My cuffs were then attached one by one to floor bolts so that I was spread egal. I have been spread eagle before and this was different. THe connections were tightened and I was pulled, and pulled, and pulled so that I could not move an inch. Every muscle in my legs and arms was taught. I felt like was being ripped.

THere I was left. 'He is coming back,' I thought. No, he didnt. THen his voice was heard through a speaker. He had rigged a monitor with two way system and was bloody watyching me from te other room. DId I tell you before My Dom is a fucking genius!

Over the next two hours he came back in, played with me, applied nipple clamps, teased my dripping pussy and gave me a little slack. He added nipple clamps, a dildo on a stick was rammed into me. I couldnt communicate with him, I could only moan. BUt I knew he loved my moans. IT was tough. I have always said that I wanted to know what it felt like to not want it any more, to want out properly.

FInally he came in and undid my gag. Then came the orgasum. He attached the wand and let rip. I have never wanted it to stop but after only seconds I exploded, then I kept on cumming. My whole body ripped with an orgasum and I rolled right throguh to the next one. THen he kept going. FUck. WOw. I have no words for this but soon I was spent. Truely spent. He tortured me with it.

FInally went he was done he got a candle out and one last torture for my taught body. Boild wax was applied and the sensions were hightened.

Before he untied me he added one last thing to my broken body. MY collar and my new wire that is attached to a bolt in the utility cupboard. Its a wire that streches the entire length of the flat but not beyond. It keeps me here and is padlocked on.

"Your new wire, this is it now, you will always have this wire on when you are here. YOu are mine now. Did you like your surprise?"

Wednesday 7 August 2019

Submission

Submission is not easy. It takes over all your emotions and makes feelings more heightened. It clouds thoughts and creeps into your heart. Submission makes it hard to switch off, or explain how you feel properly, or argue your point. I feel different somehow now I have submitted. It occupies my mind and makes the simplest of tasks difficult and arousing, I am always thinking about how to please Him, and how to make Him happy or content. I just hope I don’t loose me along the way. These feelings are new and certainly take some adjustment. I am more needy, more emotionally vulnerable and certainly much less firey!