Submission

Submission is not easy. It takes over all your emotions and makes feelings more heightened. It clouds thoughts and creeps into your heart. Submission makes it hard to switch off, or explain how you feel properly, or argue your point. I feel different somehow now I have submitted. It occupies my mind and makes the simplest of tasks difficult and arousing, I am always thinking about how to please Him, and how to make Him happy or content. I just hope I don’t loose me along the way. These feelings are new and certainly take some adjustment. I am more needy, more emotionally vulnerable and certainly much less firey!